Here to post again.
Recently was sick , and replayed maple. very sian.
Then , sadly SOMEONE that i treasure told me something.
He knew a girl. And been with her.
I forgived him 4 times already.
And now he is still with her.
Im so disappointed and angry.
But i blame no one. But myself. why ?
Because of my life , I made a mistake.
And got a son. I love my son. And had never regretted on having him.
But somehow my life made me down.
I have no right to love anymore. :(

I SO HAPPY TODAY !!! HAHAHAHHAA !
My puzzle pirate Unban lo ! 5mil back !! :D
YAY ! hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha ! i sot le !
too excited ! hahahahha !
OKAY OKAY ! Back to blog.
Recently lazy to blog again. cos want to play puzzle pirate .
Hahaha ! i forgot another good news. but nvm . 1 is enough . :D
ok i go play le not free liao .
Bye bye :D

Back to Blog :)
Hmm , As time goes by , Zachary is Cute-er and Cute-er ! like me ~
Recently have been going to court and bla bla bla ~
At home , nothing to do then watch what " Flowers over boys " ! Wakao the Golden hair de and the black hair do the art de so yandao >.>
Then watch finish le then watch what "Ming zhong zu ding wo ai ni" ehh ?
i think is ming zhong zu ding wo beat ni then correct >.>
N levels going on. and WTF !
Social studies i study until like FUCK !
And then didnt come out. then i dunno how to do ! FAIL LE LOR !
so hard. then english also. chinese so hard. all die le la. sian.
aiya stop here. say le so angry xD

waseh , today took N level , really nervous. took chinese and its rather hard. And made alot of stupid mistake.
If i could ever go to sec 5. its really miracle >.> haha. of cos i know its impossible la. Next , its listening compre then Social studies.
This is the first time i asked my friend to go out with me and study.
and study is ok. but the thing is SS. which is really a shock for my friend. lol.
im always looking forward to end this miserable N level and get the fact that i will fail. lol. but its ok.
hahha. end here ba , quite tired alr. :D

Loves , dairy

Im back to blogging.
2 years le. 2 years since 22o8o7.
I think soon my 2 years agony , miserable , hateful love will end soon.
With Zac , nothing im gonna scared.
Without you , it might be hard , might be sad , might be the most unforgetable painful experience.
But without you its not the end of my world. Finally , Without you. Thanks to you.
I found my family who never fails to protect me.
Thanks to you , i found out that so many people loves me.
With you , i gave up friends , family and even my precious pride.
Finally, i thank you , for leaving me.

you might not see this but thank you so much.
Im finally awake.

I didnt fail my friends & my family. NEW Ferin is back :D

nahh . new new blog made . Thanks to my cutest ahdi , Jeremy :)
Thanks to him that i can finally put all my unhappy or happy stuff in this blog.
So much things had happened. And so much that i can say.
But , in the end , It is still a failed marriage & relationship.
Seeing how Zachary grow is my main wish now to fulfil .
Nothing matters anymore.
A man that dont care about you , is a man not worth to cry for.
A girl is born to be pampered , With Flowers , Balloons & more.
So girls , Keep in mind , not to cry for man .
And man , please cherish your girlfriend , because there's nothing more even truthful than the love that girls will give.
Its unselfishness , Continuously given out and want nothing for repay.